HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENJUN WHO LIGHT UP THE WORLD!

 

Hello! Injeolmies here! The most happiest day for every injeolmies all around the world, yes Huang Renjun birthday yeyyy yuhuuyyy horrayyy! 

So let me explain my experience as Injeolmies and what’s Renjun means for me. 

I started love NCT before they debuted back then in 2016. I know them in 2015 but not too pay attention. They are SM Rookies Boys back then but I already loved them, not to lie I loved them because they are EXO’s little brother and decided get to know them more. Back in 2016, I was in the rest after taking graduation test or in Indonesia we called it Ujian Nasional (UN). We need to wait the graduation announcement 3 months after so many of my friends taking less for University Test or in Indonesia called SBMPTN but sadly I didn’t becauseeeee Idk I just studied by myself. In that time I was so bored because not a lot things to do, just amount of example-test on the paper and it’s so tiring. Soo I found that SM Rookies will debuted soon. Then I followed them until debuted as a brand name called NCT. Don’t need to say, we also really confused with NCT concept back then haha, it’s so frustrating. I loved NCT U because Ten was there and I was Ten’s bucinnnnnnnn back then haha. Almost all of my friend is Ten biased so we always fought over him haha. Then NCT Dream debuted after NCT 127. I was shock actually just like OMG they are children mannn! I was oldest one year than their oldest member 4 year older than their maknae. I was 18 y.o back then so I don’t want to be Noona fans, I loves Oppa not dongsaeng hahah. So yeah, I just watched their MV but not stan them as hard I stan NCT U. 

I can’t believe SM really debute them in such a young age, I still remembered the pro and contra over their debuted. And then also there are a rumoured that said one of NCT Dream’s member is North Korean, he was born on 1997 hahah. His name is Huang Renjun hahah I want to laugh remember it. EXO was really taking care of NCT Dream and a whole NCT brand actually so I more loved them because my idol love them too. Then, I entered college and my major is so busy that I couldn’t catch with them anymore. I’m on hiatus from kpop world. Then in 2019 I feel bored again because there is not much to do, I’m not as busy as before so I just watched everything youtube recommended me. Ofc it will be EXO and then there are also NCT. I watched NCT video crack and also guided for every member just like I never know abt them before. Feels like newbie with NCT. Glad that I know their system before so I’m not that confused. Back then was NCT 2018 end their promotion so the most of the video is from NCT 2018 and it’s so funny. I can watched them until 03.00 AM. Then someone really catch my eyes. Huang Renjun. 

I tried to remember him and then I remember he is the one who has snuggle teeth on 2016 haha so cute, he is grown as young man. Puberty hit him hard, also for the rest of the members. They are grow become handsome man. All of them has their own charm but I fall for Renjun. I really love his personality. He is savage, smart boy, funny, I love his humor taste same as mine, his imagination, he see the world differently, curious about many thing that I’ve never thought before, I can see that he is so mature in his age, I loves his sexc brain. He is interesting. Also he is full of talent, I love his soothing voice, so heavenly. Such a voice that can bring you into a sweet dream as soon as you heard him talking. I think I can hear him talking about anything even tho I don’t understand him, just like lullaby. I really like when he doing adlib beside of his own line, with his amazing vibrato voice and also when he harmonizing with others, he is king of harmonization. His visual type similar with Luhan ex EXO member. The type of Prince China visual, small and long face with bright eyes, perfect nose and small lips. he is so small hahah. He is so tiny and cutieee. But I read it somewhere yesterday that he is actually tall, he is not tiny as we think. #RenjunTall. 

Then here I’m became his Noona fans, oh c’mon I’m not 18 y.o again. Idc anymore with Noona fans hahah. It’s not bad. I falling in love with him, more deeper as days passed. He is my serotonin booster. When I was struggle with depression until now, he always be my moodbooster. Just saw him smiling and laughing make me happy. In my hard time, when I feel so lonely he always with me. I really love him. More falling when he is became a DJ Radio, his insightful, motivation word really proof his sexc brain. His book recommendation also same as my taste. We both love drawing and fiction things. He really has great personality. It’s confirm by member and what he act even tho it’s in front of camera but I believed he more great behind the camera. He seems like fun person, I can see it when he doing Awkward But It’s Okay content with Doyoung. How they are so awkward but he always tried to build a conversation. Btw both Renjun and Doyoung so similar too wkwk. How HRVY choose him as member he most close with. He said in fansign before that he is not that good in English but he still tryin’ to make a little conversation in English with a little word he know, I love his effort. How Shotaro choose him as a member that he want to send video message among 22 members. I mean shotaro is new member of NCT even SM but he already close with Renjun. How he always want to everyone shine without no one to left behind. When the last ment of NCT 2020 first vlive, he suggest to doing ment in member’s mother tongue. He fight for Jeno when NCT 2020 concert so Jeno can share his own story too. Also, I must not to forget how he always stand up for his members. He might be tiny but he is so brave. He speak his mind. He stand for Jeno when he always got call by sasaengggg. He is so thoughtful. He always bragging that he is chinese in every variety they went on. We can say he is really doing okay. 

But, I still remember on weekly idol episode when Haechan pick Renjun as a member he want to tell that he is doing well. From it, ik that Renjun maybe feel insecure sometimes. We always see him full of confidence on screen but dk behind it. Yeah, I’m not the one who can say this but still I want to Renjun know that he is so precious, he is doing well. Also when recorded too esp when From Home recorded, when director or whoever she is gave him a lot of compliment, his smile say it all. Maybe it’s just me but I really know that kind of smile. I used to did it too many times. So… 

Renjun-ah, at this time I want you to know that you are a greatest person for me and for many injeolmies and NCTzen in the world. You did really really really well as idol and person. You spread happiness to your fans with your music and talent. I always happy when I heard NCT’s music. You are a really great role model for your fans but nah, you should to be yourself first. Because your happiness is fans’s happiness too. You are so precious, adorable, brave, smart, pure, kind, talented and many more. You are important more than you think. You don’t need to feel insecure cz you already did good job. You are the most hardworking person I know, we can see how you progress so fast compare when debute until now. You must to know that many ppl loves you. Everyone loves you. But still, you must to remember that nobody perfect. So it’s okay to make mistake Renjun-ah but still you will always be the best for us. 

Renjun, you are one of many reason why I still alive today. With a small things about you. Your motivation word always encourage me to keep walking and meet you in the future. When suicidal thought comes on me, I will remember that I must to wait 7Dream full album, your future content, your solo debute, your debute as actor, going to your concert, see you in real life and wanna say thanks to you for everything you’ve done. When I’m sad, I saw your video to make my mood up again. 

Thank you. Thank you for existing, thanks for your parents too haha. Thank you for become an idol, become an NCT member. Thank you for all of your hardwork, for all effort you put on everything you’ve did. Thank you for always share with us. Thank you for always become our role model. Thank you for become one of my reason to live, you must to live well too. Thank you for that pretty smile you always share with us. Thank you for sharing your imagination with us, I always happy to hear your interest on universe and planet haha I loved it too. Thank you because of you I can enjoy my imagination again without feels weirdo. Thank you for letting us know and enjoy your talent. Thank you for always made us laugh, btw you looks so cute and adorable when you angry haha just like Haechan said. Thank you for always light up my dark life, your existence gave so many color in my life. 

Last, Happy Birthday Renjun-ah. I wish you a happiness and healthy of body and mind. I wish you become more success in the future, you will. Always together with NCT, NCT Dream and with us for a long time. You can do everything you want. I’m sorry I’m not a sweet talker like Jaemin hehe. I know you will not read it but all I can say that I really love and adore you so much. Be happy Renjun-ah!! You did well until now and you always did it.

Happy 21th Birthday Huang Renjun, the one who light up the world! Saranghae, wo aini, Aku Cinta Kamu <3

Note: I’m not native English speaker, English is my third language so I just write what’s on my mind just like Mark said “just speak what’s on your mind”.